It's somewhat irksome that I'm losing sleep to this hike that's still over a month away, but my mind just won't stop spinning in circles about it. I'm kind of unclear what I'm feeling. Some of it of it is just continually running everything through my head, thinking about what I want to do and how to do it. Then there's the anxiousness. This will be one of the largest and most involved (and honestly, most dangerous) tasks I've ever undertaken. And maybe even a twinge of fear that I'm in way over my head. I've never done anything even remotely like this before. I guess the best thing I can do is just be honest with myself that I'll be going in far less prepared than I'd like (and probably should be). And yet, I'm (over?) confident I'll manage just fine.
I do know that I want to do this. Maybe that's all I need to make it work.
Just some late night rambling.